As we conclude the Easter season and begin Ordinary time in the Catholic church, I’ve been reflecting on the apostles and their hearts as they begin their mission to evangelize. I wonder, were they all ready to go? Are we?

In today’s Media Monday song, we hear the powerful words of Charlie Rey as he shows us what it’s like to be a follower. I wonder though, if Thomas’ doubt ever came back, like mine – wishing he could see the road ahead or if Peter, in his role as leader, got a little to ambitious and forged ahead, only to be yanked back? Probably not!

I guess that’s truly what it means to surrender and become obedient. Blind faith, unquestionable trust – that is what is needed to become a follower of Jesus – knowing that he is with us every step of the way.

There are days I wish you’d let me see
What’s ahead and where you’re taking me
A burning bush on fire
Or some writing in the sky
But that was never what you promised me
I have everything I need to see
As long as you are with me

I’m ready to go
Where you lead me, I will follow
Where we’re going, I don’t even have to know
No matter what’s ahead, you’re with me every step, and that’s all I need to know
Doesn’t matter where we’re going
Even if you take me down a different road
No matter what’s ahead, you’re with me every step
So, I’m ready to go

I know I won’t always get it right
You gotta fall before you learn to fly
Even when I’m wrong
You’re with me through it all
Every step with you I see your grace
Always making miracles from my mistakes
I can’t lose when I am with you